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Bungisngis

6 November 2018

Nakakapagod ang iyong kulit. Kahit nakakairita hindi ako pwedeng magalit. Bungisngis ka nang bungisngis, hindi kita matiis. Para kang asukal na sobra ang tamis. Kahit hindi pwede, lagi kang ninanais. Nakakaumay ang iyong mga iyak, ganun pa man hindi pwedeng hindi kita mayakap. Bawat luha mong pinapatak, dibdib ko nama’y parang nabibiyak. Gusto ko sana’y palagi ka sa aking tabi, mula sa paggising hanggang sa pagtulog kung gabi. Kahit ilang beses pa akong mapuyat, kahit labi ko ma’y aking makagat, ititimpla ka pa rin ng gatas mong inumin, papalitan ang basa at mabaho mong lampin. Tanggal ang aking pagod, basta’t pag-uwi ko karga-karga kita sa aking likod. Problema ko’y aking nalilimot sa bawat ngiti mong sobrang maharot. Nakakatawa ang iyong mga hiyaw. Nakakaaliw ang iyong mga sayaw. Nakakabaliw ang iyong mga sigaw. Kung ang iba ay ayaw kang lumaki agad, ako nama’y hindi makapaghintay na ikaw’y tumangkad at makapaglakad nang sa gayon ay maisama kita sa lahat ng gawain, at maturuan kita kung ano man ang mayroon sa akin. Bilisan mo na ang paglaki. Bilisan mo na aking Elei.

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Pulaw

29 October 2018

Kung pwede lang ibalik ang nakaraan. Kung pwede lang bumalik sa aking kabataan. Kung pwede lang burahin ang tinta na nakasulat sa palad na hindi ko na mabuksan. Ang palad na pilit isinasara na parang nakakandadong pintuan. Ewan ko kung bakit parang ayoko na kung ano man ang mayroon ako ngayon. Ang kahapon na nilimot na ay parang nakabukas na aklat. Inagiw, inalikabok, nakakabaliw, nakakapusok, sa puso kong ayaw na sanang tignan kung ano man noon ang nakasulat. Ngunit may mga bagay na kahit ayaw mo na ay walang kang magawa kundi pagbigyan, katulad ng laman ng utak ko na hindi ko na mapipigilan. Parang mabahong tubig sa kanal na umaalingasaw. At para ring mainit na sabaw, pilit mo mang lunukin, nakakapaso, kaya isusuka mo rin. Ayoko ko na! Ayoko nang isipin kung anong mang gusto kong isipin. Nakakaantok pero hindi rin naman inaantok. Mag aalas kwatro na, pero mata ko’y bukas na bukas pa. Nakatitig, natutulala sa wala. Mabuti pang ipikit ko na. Ayoko na! Ayoko nang magpuyat at magising buong gabi hanggang umaga.

Today’s the Day We Say Goodbye to Kevin Simmon

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Words can’t provide the right adjectives to describe what we feel today.

We just want to say goodbye Kevin Simmon Jimena, but this is not forever. We will surely see you again… in the right time because we know someday from today you will surely read this and you will find us again.

Your Dada loves you so much.

Your Lolo Jepoy and Lola Pacit love you so much.

We all love you so much.

 

Definitely

3 November 2013

A mighty knight with a shining armor.
Well, definitely it ain’t going to be me.
I’m just a man with a pencil, paper, and color.
In my canvas, a thousand images you will see.

A superhero with mask, cape and mystery.
Well, definitely it ain’t going to be me.
I’m just a man in jeans and my ragged tees.
In my gestures, you can’t tell what I can be.

I am what I am and nothing can change me.
Well, definitely this how it is going to be.
I am just a man with no disguises and mysteries.
This is the real me according to what you see.

I Have To For Me

2 November 2013

I have to close my eyes so I can see.
To see things what they supposed to be.
To witness what they do against me.
I have to close my eyes for me to see.

I have to zip my lips so I can speak.
To say the words that I can’t take.
To shout to the world that I am not weak.
I have to zip my lips for me to speak.

I have to cover my ears so I can hear.
To pay attention to what is unclear.
To listen to the noise of the world of fear.
I have to cover my ears for me to hear.

I have to stop my heart so I can feel.
To touch one’s soul made of steel.
To care to those hearts that need to heal.
I have to stop my heart for me to feel.

Sometimes Nothing I Could Do

14 October 2013

Sometimes I miss you just what I felt before.
Nothing I could do but to look away and ignore.
Sometimes I just stop and simply close my eyes.
Nothing I could do but to look away and disguise.

Sometimes I miss you and your smiles for me.
Nothing I could do but to think what it used to be.
Sometimes i just stop and think of you again.
Nothing I could do but to think and feel the pain.

Sometimes I miss you and the first time we met.
Nothing I could do but to breath deep and regret.
Sometimes I just stop and wait for another day.
Nothing I could do but to breath deep and pray.